posted 9 months ago with 4 notes
Okay so aside from the bones excitement i got really bad news about my aunt

She has had issues with her liver for about 2-3 years already
And no treatments or surgeries have worked
So a few days ago she was released from the hospital saying try and eat healthy and see if anything improves
But more than likely she has about a year to a year and a half if nothing changes
This sucks ass
She has 4 kids two of which are just to about graduate high school
Its breaking my dads heart to see his sister like this and knowing everything she has been through
And i though i love my mom she talks out of her ass and it pisses me off she should not see the glass half empty in these situations we have to see it as my aunt getting better
Ughhh
I hate knowing that my dads only sister is going to have to go through knowing this could be her last year
But i know we half to be strong, pray and hope for the best

GOD MY LIFE KINDA FEELS LIKE BRENNAN DID IN THE DOCTOR IN THE PHOTO

I told myself not to be the girl that cries over boys
But I dont know
But im stronger than that and a boy will never define me

There are times where I feel so disconnected with everyone

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I wonder if people notice that I wear the same pair of jeans literally all the time.

Ahhh It’s cold and I don’t like it :(

its hot and i dont like it lol

This is the result of my room after watching Bones today:

posted 1 year ago
So I dropped my geography class for two reasons

I have little interest in the subject causing me to not pay attention.
I know that when this happens I fail the class so I would rather drop a class than fail it this is the more logical decision.
I have to learn how to pick classes that interest me and actually get me to study. That’s the only way I pass my class if I take classes with my interest we will see how next semester goes. Sometimes I hate my brain for how picky it is on what it wants to learn I am getting nowhere with school right now. Ahhhh slow and steady always wins the race

posted 1 year ago
I hate the fact that one of my best friends isn’t talking to us

Ughhh it sucks because I want to help and such but she isn’t very good at letting us in I hate is so much. And it sucks to know that one can say something to trigger a domino effect and I dnt want that so its hard to say things ahhh… time will tell.

posted 1 year ago
I hate my mufasa hair, that’s why it’s either in a bun or straight nothing in between

I hate my mufasa hair, that’s why it’s either in a bun or straight nothing in between

posted 1 year ago

Talking to baby Dalilah sorry for the baby talk it comes with the aunt turf

posted 1 year ago
Rainy night me very cozy about to hit the sack after I make my new playlist

Rainy night me very cozy about to hit the sack after I make my new playlist

posted 1 year ago
Baby Dalilah :) my neice what a cutie :)

Baby Dalilah :) my neice what a cutie :)

posted 1 year ago
Something that I have noticed about myself

I don’t compliments easily I get embarrassed about anything like I can’t have people tell me I’m pretty or I look good I don’t think I’ll ever have the confidence to believe that I am

posted 1 year ago with 3 notes
FUCK YOU!!!

Everyday I pick you up early and on time and the one day I ask you to come home walking because I don’t want my mom to deal with the babies and stuff with the car but nooo you chose to bitch and whine saying I can’t take the car fuck you.

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