She has had issues with her liver for about 2-3 years already
And no treatments or surgeries have worked
So a few days ago she was released from the hospital saying try and eat healthy and see if anything improves
But more than likely she has about a year to a year and a half if nothing changes
This sucks ass
She has 4 kids two of which are just to about graduate high school
Its breaking my dads heart to see his sister like this and knowing everything she has been through
And i though i love my mom she talks out of her ass and it pisses me off she should not see the glass half empty in these situations we have to see it as my aunt getting better
I hate knowing that my dads only sister is going to have to go through knowing this could be her last year
But i know we half to be strong, pray and hope for the best
I told myself not to be the girl that cries over boys
But I dont know
But im stronger than that and a boy will never define me
I wonder if people notice that I wear the same pair of jeans literally all the time.
Ahhh It’s cold and I don’t like it :(
its hot and i dont like it lol
This is the result of my room after watching Bones today:
I have little interest in the subject causing me to not pay attention.
I know that when this happens I fail the class so I would rather drop a class than fail it this is the more logical decision.
I have to learn how to pick classes that interest me and actually get me to study. That’s the only way I pass my class if I take classes with my interest we will see how next semester goes. Sometimes I hate my brain for how picky it is on what it wants to learn I am getting nowhere with school right now. Ahhhh slow and steady always wins the race
Ughhh it sucks because I want to help and such but she isn’t very good at letting us in I hate is so much. And it sucks to know that one can say something to trigger a domino effect and I dnt want that so its hard to say things ahhh… time will tell.
I hate my mufasa hair, that’s why it’s either in a bun or straight nothing in between
Talking to baby Dalilah sorry for the baby talk it comes with the aunt turf
Rainy night me very cozy about to hit the sack after I make my new playlist
Baby Dalilah :) my neice what a cutie :)
I don’t compliments easily I get embarrassed about anything like I can’t have people tell me I’m pretty or I look good I don’t think I’ll ever have the confidence to believe that I am